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Feb 10, 2022·edited Feb 10, 2022Author

A few first thoughts—and an invitation, if you're thinking to post but hesitant, to speak in "first drafts." (That's the phrase my friend and colleague Nicki Pombier uses, and I always exhale a sigh of relief when she says it.)

Where I will direct my attention:

+ relationships with the community I have, that I sometimes forget but that is always there

+ my intellect, meaning my capacity to put the pieces together in ways that make meaning right and real

+ pleasure

+ taking music ever more seriously for its aesthetic and extra-aesthetic functions* (e.g. all the ways in which music is more than "music itself"; the way songs carry stories and lessons, the way songs connect us to place; songs as teachers and friends; songs as survival manuals; songs as histories and primary text)

+ things I can change

I'll remove my attention from:

- right now I'm feeling overwhelmed, confused, and scared about the trucker convoy movement, which is well-coordinated and funded from outside Canada; the fear and fear-mongering is something I want to protect my attention from

- on another level, gossipy grudges, the ones that seem to feel satisfying when you're gnawing away at them, but that offer no way out or through or away

- perfectionism, poverty, imposterism

- the feeling that I can't speak / write in first drafts

* c.f. Dylan Robinson, "To All Who Should Be Concerned," Intersections, Volume 39, Issue 1, 2019, p. 137–144.

https://www.dylanrobinson.ca/wp-content/uploads/2021/11/2021-To-All-Who-Should-Be-Concerned.pdf.

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I'm loving this idea - attention is not an unlimited supply, after all.

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